A Story of Faith

Growing up in a dysfunctional family, I struggled with depression, anxiety, anger, and feelings of abandonment. I also harbored a deep resentment toward God for what I perceived as the injustices in my life. These emotions led me down a tumultuous path of bad relationships, abuse, and drug addiction.

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For years, I searched for my identity, and when I finally discovered it, I didn’t like what I saw. This realization brought immense heartache and shame, driving me deeper into addiction. I spent nearly 18 years trapped in this cycle, repeatedly seeking rehab or detox—sometimes in search of real help, other times to appease others.

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At my lowest point, I pleaded with God to take my life. When he didn’t, my resentment grew even stronger. Then, on the 15th of 2023, I was booked into county jail for three months, sent away for another three, and eventually returned. It was during this time that SPARE stepped in to help me on my journey to recovery.

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Through their program, I found the strength to rebuild my life, and they continue to support me to this day. My life has been completely transformed. I no longer want to be imprisoned by my past. My greatest battle has been with myself, but by the grace of God, I have been set free.